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Invoking The World Soul

Transcription of the talk by Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee
May
18th, 2007, Seattle, Washington
What I want to talk about this evening is the anima
mundi -- the
soul of the world. And actually I don’t want to just talk
about the anima mundi, I want to see if we can invoke Her presence
-- this living spirit of creation. This is really divine consciousness
within matter. I will begin by just giving a little history of
the anima mundi in our Western culture. In the East,
it is really very evident, as in Taoism, which is really a constant
relationship to that living spirit in nature, in which one aligns one’s
whole life, one’s whole way of being, one’s whole understanding
of life, in relationship to this living spirit. The Tao -- it’s
the same -- it is the divine within creation. In the West we have
a kind of more conceptual understanding of it and this is really the
Western tradition of what we call now the Gaia Principle -- the understanding
that the Earth is a living being. And all I would add at the beginning
in order to understand this, in order to relate to this, is that it
is a living spiritual being. And just as we are
a physical body with a soul, so is the world a physical body with a
soul, and that soul is its spiritual essence. And as
far as I can understand, unless you make a relationship to the soul
of creation, to the anima mundi, you are just scratching the
surface of life. Just as if somebody relates to you purely physically
they are just scratching your surface, they are not relating to you
as a living breathing spiritual being -- as a soul incarnate in this
world.
So one can go back, for example, to Plato who understood the cosmos is a
single living creature, which contains all living creatures within it. So
from the very origins of our Western civilization there is this deep understanding
that the Earth is a living spiritual being. And there are the alchemists
who regarded the world soul as a pure ethereal spirit diffuse throughout
all nature, the divine essence, which embraces and energizes all life in
the universe. So it is this living spiritual, not just principle, but
substance, within creation. And one of the great tragedies of our Western
culture was that this tradition was, in a way, exorcised by the Catholic
Church. It was there, it was there in the very early days, it was there
in the Gnostics and some of their teachings -- and it reappeared for brief
moments throughout the history of the West. There was this beautiful
expression of it in the gothic movement in the 12th and 13th centuries, and
those of you who have been to the great gothic cathedrals in Europe, like
Chartres, you will see that the cathedral itself is like a tree and in the
sculptures, and in the stained glass windows are all of the aspects of creation. There
aren’t just saints there; there are also living creatures. And
the whole esoteric design behind it is all of creation is contained within
these geometric forms that reflect the divine ordering principle within creation. If
you were a medieval, not scholar, but if you were really interested in the
depths of the spiritual understanding in the medieval time you would explore
that relationship, that understanding of that divine ordering principle within
creation that was expressed in a way in a microcosm in the gothic cathedrals.
And it lasted for a while, like many spiritual flowerings that come, in
a way, from the soul of the world. One of the interesting things is
that Chartres Cathedral, which was the ideal gothic cathedral -- there was
an esoteric school at Chartres as many of you know- is actually built on
a site sacred to the Black Madonna. Which is, again, the Earth spirit
-- the feminine divine Earth spirit that gave birth to this understanding
of the mystery of matter -- of the divine expressing itself within creation. And
it was there for a while but then part of the patriarchal oppression of the
Church was to split heaven and earth. God is in heaven and on earth
everything is sinful. And there was, of course, no understanding of
the divine feminine -- of Sophia -- and of that divine principle within creation. The
earth was seen as a dark prison that trapped the soul of man rather than
a place of divine expression. And so after the 12th-13th century flowering,
it got lost again. But like many true spiritual understandings it is
like a stream that goes underground and it reappeared in the Renaissance. Which
of course went back to Plato, back to the sacred teachings of Greece and
further East. And, as some of you know, there is a tradition that the
whole of the Renaissance was actually started by a master who came from Constantinople
on a donkey to northern Italy. And there he founded the esoteric school
that Michelangelo and Leonardo and others attended. And he brought
with him this esoteric knowledge of the divine within creation. How
that works, how She manifests Herself, how She holds the divine proportions. And
you see that, for example, in Leonardo’s Man in which heaven and earth
are brought together -- and the whole esoteric understanding of that.
In the Renaissance, the world soul animated and formed nature according
to divine proportions. And once again the garden of the world was enchanted
with magical power and transcendent meaning -- implicit in every part of
nature. This was this wonderful relationship in the Renaissance between
the imagination and the creative principle in life. And there was this
extraordinary flowering that really came from the divine feminine within
the imagination, within life, and it was celebrated. Once again the
garden of the soul was here in this world. It wasn’t just after
you died in heaven, in paradise; it was here in the art that the Renaissance
masters created. And this is why, for some of us, the Renaissance touches
the soul now so deeply and why there has been a revival of understanding
of what happened in the Renaissance. Because it had to do with the
divine feminine and the divine feminine within life and that really is an
expression of the anima mundi. She once again expressed herself
in the West in that beautiful flowering that touches us very much. But
then of course the Church repressed it again, sometimes quite brutally. And
the only tradition that was really left carrying that- after the tradition
of sacred geometry got lost -- was the alchemical tradition, which Jung,
in the last century, rediscovered for us.
In the alchemical tradition the anima mundi is the divine spark
in matter. And while the Church looked upwards towards heaven, towards
the ethereal world, the alchemists looked into matter. And part of
their whole work was how to liberate this spark within matter, how to liberate
the light hidden within matter -- which is the secret within creation. This
divine spark is in every cell of creation. And really, the mystery
of turning lead into gold is revealing what is hidden within the darkness
of matter. And so they kept alive, in this underground stream, this
principle of the anima mundi -- this soul of the world. They
understood that there is a direct relationship between our soul, our individual
soul, and the soul of the world. In fact, our individual soul is a
spark in the anima mundi, is a spark in the soul of the world. It
is not just our own individual soul; it is part of the soul of the world
-- it is a spark of light. And one of the great tragedies was when
we forgot this, which Jung expressed when he said “man himself has
ceased to be the microcosm and his anima is no longer the consubstantial scintilla or
spark of the Anima Mundi, the World Soul.”
With rationalism we forgot our place in the world. We forgot that
our soul, this spark within us, has a direct relationship to the soul of
the world. And I think, out of that, came a lot of the impoverishment
-- soul impoverishment -- that we have today. Because once we lose
that relationship to the divine within matter, within creation, once we say
the divine is only in heaven or can only be found in deep meditation we’ve
lost something fundamental. And we’ve lost it both for ourselves
and also for the anima mundi, for the soul of the world. So
humanity became more and more separated, or veiled itself more and more,
from the soul of creation. Now as many of you know, if you separate
yourself from the light of your own soul your life becomes darker and darker. It
becomes more and more meaningless. And people would say that is one
of the many reasons there is so much addiction in our Western culture, because
we have lost anything that nourishes us. We get addicted to drugs,
or sex, or consumerism, shopping … whatever it is because there is
nothing that nourishes us. We have lost this relationship to what is
present within the soul of creation. We have lost relationship to our
own soul and to the soul of creation.
And just to complete this kind of picture, I want to explain something that
Jung understood, which has to do with the light of the divine. And
this is very important because the light of the divine has two qualities. One
is what is traditionally known as the lumen dei -- the light
of God -- which is really the divine light of one’s higher Self. It
is a very, very beautiful light. It is very clear, it is very simple;
it just is. It is the light of God as you can see it as a
human being. Of course, the real light of God you cannot see. You
become blinded by it. It is said He has 70,000 veils of light and 70,000
veils of darkness to separate us from experiencing the true light of the
divine. But there is this lumen dei that we have within us
-- our divine light. And when you pray towards God your light rises
up to God. When you really pray, when you really pray to God there
is a light, there is a spark. You can see it, in a way, from outer
space -- from the human being, from the heart of the human being that goes
to God. It is very beautiful. And if you go into deep meditation,
you discover that divine light within you. Very, very pure. I
think it is called the Diamond Light in Buddhism. It is like a diamond;
very clear, very pure, very beautiful.
But that is only half of the way the divine expresses Itself. And
the other aspect is what Jung found in alchemy called the lumen naturae
-- the light within nature, the divine light within nature. One
could say that the lumen dei -- this clear light -- is the masculine
expression of the divine while the lumen naturae is the more feminine. It
is the light in nature, the light that is present. What is interesting
is as a culture we have completely forgotten how to relate to that. I
think a lot of traditional cultures in their rituals, whether in dance or
song, were a way of being with that light in nature. Through that light,
for example, you can speak to the soul of an animal. You can speak
to the soul of a mountain. You can speak to the soul of a tree. It
is working with the divine within creation. In previous cultures you
wouldn’t try to live without that light. How would you know what
to do? How would you know where to hunt? How would you know about
the healing properties of herbs? What is poisonous? What heals
what ailments? It was this communication with light with light. It
was when the world was alive. And we have forgotten the world
is alive.
I had a beautiful experience the other day; really moved me somehow. I
was trying to understand something and I was taken back, to how things were
in the early days before this cloud of forgetfulness came. I was walking
along a path and I suddenly realized in those days the path told you where
it was going. I hadn’t realized that before. I had read
about the Aboriginal Time when there were these song lines that guided the
Aboriginals across the desert. They followed the song lines. But
I never realized that a path could actually speak to you and tell you where
it is going. It was interesting because you can see it echoed in Tolkien
-- in some of the songs of Tolkien -- because he had access to those ancient
memories. He was also a medieval English scholar and he knew those stories
that came from the very early times. When the path comes to meet you
and it tells you beyond what hills it will take you. And it is this
very different relationship of light to light that is very sacred; in a way
it is learning how to walk, how to live in a sacred manner. Because
it is respecting the divine within creation. In the West this has really
been erased from our collective consciousness. And of course, in this
country, there was this terrible tragedy because the Europeans just killed
off all the people who had this understanding, quite brutally. And
they didn’t even allow their native language to be spoken. They
erased that sacred language -- that understanding of how to talk to the magic
that is within creation. This relationship of light to light.
In a way, what the alchemists were doing in their crucibles, many native
cultures did in their daily life -- talking to the light in nature. Whether
you call it the Great Spirit, it is the same -- it is this living divine
principle within creation. And I am completely convinced that we cannot
solve the problems in the world, the ecological problems for example, without
invoking this light, this magic, this wisdom, this knowledge; this presence within
nature. How can you heal yourself if you treat yourself just as a physical
body? I mean yes, Western medicine does that, and for some things it’s
good, like taking out an appendix, but, as most of us here know, that isn’t
really the answer. We are trying to solve this environmental catastrophe
purely on the physical plane, which is missing the whole point. It
is trying to solve the problem in the same way the problem has been created,
which is cutting everything off from its sacred source, cutting everything
off from its root.
What is very beautiful is that, and I have looked at this very carefully,
this transition or transformation does not have to be done on a mass collective
consciousness level. My feeling is that the collective consciousness
in the West, and it is now a global West -- the whole world has
become McDonaldized -- is caught in this dream, in this nightmare of consumerism. When
I looked at it, the energy to take the whole collective out of that dream
would be phenomenal. There would have to come some mega-disaster, or
an enormous influx of grace, or … I don’t know what, but traditionally,
in the past, changes that happened always happened just within small groups. They
never happened first on the collective level.
Just as, interestingly, when a change happens within you, when you
wake up to something, it is usually a little spark within you. A small
part of you shifts -- ah! Suddenly there is light. Something
changes. Part of our Western spiritual childishness is that we think
when that illumination happens our whole life is going to change. And
we get really disappointed to wake up and find we still have the same problems
with our partner or whatever. We don’t realize that you have
to work with that light, you have to nurture that light; you have to bring
that light into your life. And that initial awakening can take twenty
years to change your life, if you’re lucky.
If we can just bring back that presence, that divine being that is the Earth,
that is the soul of creation; if we can just bring Her back then we create
a space where the light can come in, where that presence can come back into
Her world. And it is really just accepting this mystery within creation. It’s
not something very complicated. This is your own soul. And you
know that moment when you allow your own soul into your life, that moment
when you say yes to this inner part of you. And then to take that to the
next step, to acknowledge that the world is a sacred being. I always find
it strange that somehow we are very keen on working with ourselves as
a sacred being but we don’t realize that this sacred being that is
ourselves is part of a much bigger sacred being that is the world, that is
creation.
Human beings have a very pivotal role to play. For example, until human
beings welcome them in, certain devas and angels are not allowed
to participate directly in our life. They are here, sometimes one can
see them waiting; very, very beautiful, very powerful nature devas,
earth devas, and angels, and they are waiting on the sidelines. They
are waiting while we tear up the world, because they need to be welcomed
in. The Earth was given to humanity, so we could evolve together, so we could
have this relationship between the light of our soul and the light of creation
-- this alchemical interaction of light upon light. And that was what
life was always about. For thousands and thousands of years. That’s
what the mystery of creation was about.
What’s interesting is that we look back at civilizations like the
Egyptians and we see the pyramids, or we see other sacred buildings, we don’t
understand the real meaning behind them. They were being used to bring
that light, to focus that light, to focus those energies so the priests,
the initiates, could work with them. So that the lights from above
and the lights that come from creation could work together. In Egypt
they did it through building these pyramids. In this country they didn’t
build any buildings, they had other ways of working, like the Sun Dance,
or, for example, for the Hopi with the Serpent Dance, of weaving the energies
together, the energies within creation and the energies that are part of
a human being. And there are certain words, very powerful words that
are only given to initiates that are spoken at certain times that speak to
the soul of the world, that speak to the magic in creation. Certain
incantations that begin to awaken the energies in the Earth -- because that’s
what human beings were about.
The purpose of being human is not about going to Wal-Mart and getting more
stuff. The whole of life was about making that creative relationship,
that spiritual relationship. Yes, there was survival, there was often famine,
there was sickness, but underneath there was always a relationship to this
divine intelligence within creation. But then Western man was given
too much power. And rather than working with nature he decided to control
nature. And so he developed technologies to control nature, whether
to build a house that was completely insulated or to make chemicals to make
the plants grow quicker. We wanted to control nature—which
is really the masculine power drive -- to control the feminine. And part
of that control, which was done from the very, very beginning, is you deny
the sacred within nature. In the same way as the Catholic Church denied
the sacred within women -- how many women were burned as witches, women who
understood healing, plants, who were midwives. You deny the sacred
in the feminine and then you have power over it.
And what is interesting is that we are trying to redeem this ecological
crisis with the same tools of oppression, rather than going back to what
caused it. Which means for each of us to take the spark of our own
soul and make this relationship again with the spark of the world soul. It’s
very simple. Spiritual things are very, very simple. The world
soul is still alive. If the world soul had died, or humanity had completely
cut itself off from the world soul, humanity would start to regress. You
see a few signs of it when you completely cut off your own soul you go back
to a previous era of evolution. You go back to more primitive behavior. You
are drawn back more into the instinctual world, to the destructive aspect
of the instinctual world. So, if we had completely cut off the world
soul, if we had killed Her, then a certain life on this planet would be over. It
would continue on a purely physical level but a certain magic within creation
would be gone, a certain spiritual meaning in life would no longer be accessible
to us. And you can actually see that, because for many, many people
there is no longer any spiritual meaning in life. And, as I mentioned,
we have substituted for that what we can get at the malls, or our for our
addictions. Life is no longer seen as an expression of the divine. If
that covers everything then the world is over. It cannot regenerate
itself. In the same way as a human being cannot regenerate herself
without the energy of her soul, without the divine within.
So really, the first step is to acknowledge that the world is a spiritual
being. Just as you acknowledge that for yourself, that you are a spiritual
being. And then there is this mysterious relationship between the individual
and the world, which is what has traditionally been known as microcosm and
macrocosm -- that every human being is the microcosm of the whole. There
is a whole tradition in Sufism about it, which has to do with the perfect
man. There is in creation at any one time, one human being who lives
the real potential of what it means to be a human being. The Sufis
call him the qutb (the pole). There is only one human being
alive on the planet at any one time who lives the real potential of what
it means to be a human being. And he carries this for the whole world. He
carries this truth, this potential for the whole of creation. If he
wasn’t here creation could not rise up to that. It’s a
very important principle in Sufism.
But each of us are in our own way the microcosm of the whole. And
what that means is that we each have a direct relationship to the powers
within creation. And please remember, and I go back to this because
we read in history about the burning of the books for example how the library
in Alexandria that contained so many of the esoteric traditions for hundreds
of years before, was destroyed, burnt. We hear what happened in Tibet
with the Chinese, how they systematically burnt the libraries of the Tibetans. And
there are enormous amounts of esoteric teachings that have been lost. The
Tibetans did an extraordinary work to do with magic, to do with the powers
in creation, and most of their teachings have been lost. And in the
West the Catholic Church got rid of this tradition, of this power within
creation, of how to work with it. The Inquisition did part of it and
it was very, very systematic. It has been so systematically erased from our
consciousness.
For example, I have a friend who recently went to India and she went near
to Dharamsala -- there is a place called Tashi Jong -- because we have a
friend there who is a nun, Tenzin Palmo. She was a Western woman from
England who went and met her teacher in India who was a Tibetan teacher. She
spent 12 years in a cave. She did the proper training in the cave and
she is now making a little nunnery there in the hills in Tashi Jong. And
also in those hills people have been meditating for hundreds of years. And
my friend, when she was there, she was amazed because the hills were alive. She’d
never realized what it is to experience it when the land is alive, when the
land is singing -- you can feel the magic in the air when you can feel the devas present. For
us it is like a myth, it is like an ancient story, it happened somewhere
else. But there, people have been doing practices that welcome the
sacred in the land. There is this relationship, so the land is alive.
And the soul of the world is full of all of this magic, full of all of this
creative potential, and it is waiting for us to relate to it, to welcome
it back.
And what is interesting is that in the moment of crisis there is always
the moment of potential. The gates of grace are open in a way they
were not open before. It is a strange thing: a human being, when we
reach a real crisis, we are given a grace we are not otherwise given, and
so it is with the world. There is this grace, this energy to awaken
the soul of the world before we kill everything. Before everything
is forgotten. Before everything is buried so deeply under the Wal-Marts
of the world until there is nothing left. Then the world will die. It’s
as simple as that. Because it cannot live without its soul. Or
the soul will express its dark side, like the Kali side of the feminine,
and become incredibly destructive. And that is a very real possibility. Because
just as we have forgotten the world is a living being, part of that is that
we have forgotten the powers of creation can get angry. This belongs
to this myth of control of the masculine that says we can control nature. And
we are also told that nature is not really alive so nothing too bad can happen
-- but this is not so. This is why in ancient times the people were
very careful in their relationship to nature and the spirits of nature and
how to talk to nature and to be present within nature. And they learned
how to listen to it; how to make a relationship, a living relationship. Now
it’s really difficult because you go out on the freeways and the shopping
malls and the tv channels and it isn’t there; there isn’t even
a memory of it. And how to bring it alive, how to recreate
that relationship with the anima mundi, with the soul of the world,
with this living presence in creation.
And my sense is it has to be done through simple things. Because this
is, in a way you always go back to what is simple. It is like when
Mother Theresa said small things with great love. It’s not what
you do but the love you put in the doing. And there is a way
to do the simple acts of life, making a meal, even just having a bath, with
a certain awareness, with a certain relationship with what you are actually
doing. Remember, it used to be prescribed, although we have forgotten
it -- bathing used to be a ritual, cooking used to be a ritual,
the women did it together. They used to sing when they pounded the grain
together -- they sang the songs of creation when they pounded the grain. It
was all part of this very elaborate relationship between the energies in
creation. But we can’t go back, we can’t pound the grain anymore. And
we’ve forgotten the chants and the prayers that went with the ritual
bath. Nobody is here to teach us to do it anymore. They have
been lost. And so we have to discover it each for ourselves, in our
own way. In those simple acts we do we have to welcome the anima
mundi, welcome Her soul, welcome Her presence back to us. And
then, slowly, we will have a relationship with Her.
First of all, you have to welcome Her in those simple acts because we still
have to eat, we still have to wash, we still have to breath. We don’t
have to go into the fields anymore. We don’t have to do the songs
of planting, the songs of harvesting, and the songs of grinding corn. We
don’t do them anymore. We tried in the Sixties to go back to
doing that but it didn’t work very well. But there are the basic things
of life; we can always return to what is basic in life, what is simple in
life. And it is not to do with time; everybody is always very busy
these days I know, but you still brush your teeth. But are you really
present in that experience?
So the first step: to give a space. And I think it is easiest to give
Her a space, as I say, in those simple very necessary things to do with just
being a human being. As Sufis, as in many spiritual paths, we also
do it in awareness of breath. If you are really aware of the breath,
the breath is extraordinary because every breath you take the energy comes
down from the soul into creation and back to the soul. If you were
really aware of what happens in every cycle of your breath you would be a
liberated human being. Every breath you would come from the plane of
the soul, from the clear light beyond this world down, and you would bring
that energy down into the physical world, into the magic of creation where
that light nourished and communicated to, and was communicated to, your own
body, by the cells in your body, by the way the light flows in your body,
and then went back with that information, back to the plane of the soul. It’s
extraordinary. That’s why we do the dhikr with the breath,
or you do a mantra with the breath, to bring that consciousness. It
is amazing, every breath you take, the soul, the light of the soul, comes
down into this plane. And it speaks to this plane and it gathers information
from this plane; it has experiences in this plane and it relates to the light
in your body. And there is this extraordinary meeting of the light
of your own soul and the light within your body. And then, it goes
back. And that’s why if you are really aware at the end of every
in-breath, which is when the in-breath, the soul, goes back to its own plane
and there is this moment of bliss. The soul goes back to its own plane
-- back to the plane of the soul. Just for a moment there is this moment
of bliss at the end of every breath…moment of bliss; it is beautiful. And
then it comes back again into creation.
So you can do a spiritual practice, which is the light of your nature coming
into creation, coming into this world where it interacts with this
world. To make a relationship with God you return to simple things, to what
you cannot live without. It’s always interesting as a spiritual
practice to see what you can live without. In the West we tend to accumulate,
accumulate, and accumulate. Not just things, we also accumulate ideas. We
accumulate things we think are important and then you go back to what is
basic. And it is there in what is basic that life is. And life
is this incredible, sacred light, sacred energy, sacred substance. And
it is waiting to be infused with the light of human consciousness -- this
is alchemy. This is the catalytic relationship in alchemy. This
is part of the secret that the alchemists understood, the secret of creation,
the way that the light of human consciousness is the catalyst for creation. Now,
nobody knows what effect a catalyst can have because we have forgotten about
it. We see it in chemistry, yes, but we do not realize the secret of
the alchemists; that this secret belongs to the whole of creation, that creation
is also waiting to be catalyzed. It is waiting for this spark to go
into it so it can wake up. It’s as simple as that. So then
creation can wake up. This is the secret of alchemy: releasing the
light hidden in nature. Not just the divine light of God in heaven
but the lumen naturae -- the light in nature. This is the
presence of God in this world. There’s a lovely line by the English
mystical poet Gerald Manly Hopkins when he says, “The world is charged
with the grandeur of God. It will flame out like shining from shook
foil.” If you get a piece of foil and you shake it in the sun
or in the light, the light comes out. This is the light of the divine
in this world, waiting to come out, waiting to be…because the worst
thing to happen is if it happened and nobody noticed it.
We are here to experience the divine in creation. You cannot know
God in His pure essence, it would destroy you. No one knows God but
God. But you can know Him in His creation, not in some abstract sense,
but in a very lived relationship to this spark in the world. And although
we have forgotten it, this spark is the divine intelligence within
creation. It is the divine intelligence within creation and it creates creation. That’s
why in the medieval time, in the Gothic time, they tried to understand what
are the divine ordering principles within creation? That’s the
magic of sacred geometry -- of divine proportion. They tried to look,
what are the divine principles within creation? And behind those principles
there is this spark, the divine spark, the spark within matter. This
is the divine energy of creation itself. So, it’s very potent,
very, very powerful. It can change the world. We cannot;
we don’t know how to do it, we don’t know what to do.
I was brought up as a child in the Christian faith and we used to read the
Lord’s Prayer everyday. And there is this line in the Lord’s
Prayer that stays with me now, more and more and more, “May Thy will
be done on earth as it is in heaven.” It is to give the divine
permission to live in creation again. Once again, it was got rid of
because the Church chose political and worldly power rather than spiritual
power. That’s why a couple of years ago, I wrote this book, Spiritual
Power, because I realized we have forgotten the real meaning of spiritual
power. We have even forgotten that spiritual power exists. The
Cathars had it and they were killed -- quite ruthlessly. And in the
Reformation they didn’t want to acknowledge that at all either. You
can work with the individual soul but you can’t work with the soul
of creation. You can’t work with the primal powers of creation. That
is where the magic is, that is where the power is; that is where the potency
is. I always say, you know if you have a problem you go to the boss. You
know on those help-lines when you’ve got a computer problem or something,
the first thing you do is say can I please talk to a supervisor. Then
you have a chance of getting a result. Because the guy who you first
talk to usually doesn’t know very much and doesn’t have the authority
to do anything either.
So, we have a problem. The world is dying. It is not supposed
to be like this. I am convinced that human beings are not meant to
sit looking at a flickering screen 10 hours a day pressing buttons. Human
beings are so extraordinary! They are full of light; they have this
divine intelligence. They are meant to live in a sacred way, not spend their
life looking at a flickering television screen, or computer screen. It
is not what we were created for. And there are these powers within
creation waiting to be woken up. Just as on a spiritual path, you cannot
take a step really unless certain powers in you are woken up. You
can’t do it. In the Orthodox church some of this remained --
they kept some of the esoteric practices that wake up some of those energies,
and of course they are in the chakra system in India. And
they’re also in Sufism; in the Naqshbandi tradition we have all these latâíf
-- the chambers of the heart -- that you work with to awaken certain
energies. It’s also one of the esoteric reasons why at some point
you need a teacher who can wake up those energies within you. You can’t
change yourself without them. You can’t change yourself on the
level of the mind. You can’t even change yourself with good intentions. I
always felt that it was really, really tough that the Catholic Church decided
to become celibate and everybody had to go off to a monastery -- but they
never gave them the practices to transmute their sexuality! It was
a real shame. Because I have been a monk in a past life in Tibet and,
you know, when you’re a young guy you get given the practices. In
fact, my sheikh, Bhai Sahib, pointed to a Brahmacharin -- someone who practices
celibacy and is given the practices at the right time -- and he said they
have a little bump on the top of their head where the energy has gone to. There
are basic practices on how to transmute your sexuality. And if you’ve
decided to follow that path you practice them! They belong to humanity;
they belong to the magical side of being a human being -- how to work with
these energies. You can’t do anything without them. You
cannot progress. You know, that’s why you do a dhikr,
a mantra; you do breathing exercises. They are designed to awaken certain
energies within you.
On our particular path we do a heart meditation that spins the heart chakra. That
takes you somewhere else, to a different level of reality. It’s
a science -- it works. It’s how a human being is actually
meant to work. And the same for this body called the earth, this being
called the earth, this divine presence that we live in. It is meant
to transform. At this moment in time it is meant to transform. I’m
not the only person who says that. There’s even this Mayan
prophecy that says if we hang around until the year 2012 we’re going
to wake up in a different world. It’s the end of time; it’s
the beginning of time. Maybe something is going to happen. There
are these signs that the world is waiting to transform. Just as for
an individual -- there are signs in an individual when they are waiting to
transform. They begin to get certain dreams. Certain shifts begin
to take place, just like there are signs in a caterpillar when it is waiting
to become a cocoon, when it is waiting to become a butterfly. And those
signs are visible in the world now. And they’re not just in the
crisis. I personally think that global communication and the Internet
is one of the signs of the world waiting to transform, waiting to shift into
a different level of consciousness. I’m completely convinced. It’s
a very tricky business when this shift happens, when transformation happens. An
individual, if you are not careful, can go crazy. When I was 23 and
my sheikh woke me up on the plane of the soul it took me 9 months to come
back again. It’s a very delicate time. That’s why
when you are really going to transform inside yourself often the energies
get drawn inward. Jung used this alchemical term called brooding, the
energies go within. You don’t have the same energy you had to
go out and do things, which is difficult in this very extrovert culture called
America. The energy takes you in. You have to be much more attentive
to signs, to how things are. And exactly the same as now in the world. There
are signs. And many of us have seen those signs.
I wrote about it years ago when I said the magical unicorns that used to
be deep in the forest can now be seen on street corners. I had it for
myself on a very banal level when a year ago I was driving on the freeway
through Berkeley, in the Bay Area, and suddenly I saw this billboard on which
was written my favorite Zen koan of all time: “The wild geese do not
intend to cast their reflection, the water has no mind to receive their image.” And
it was there on a billboard by the freeway. I mean, what could be more
of a sign than that! Something wanted to wake up. And what is
interesting is that, most people are far too busy -- this is just the accepted
thing today, everybody is far too busy. I don’t know what they
are busy doing but they are busy. It is an American addiction -- you’ve
got to be busy. It is as if Americans are persecuted by time. They
are a bit like the people at the mad-hatter’s tea party. You
know in Alice in Wonderland at the mad-hatter’s tea party
it’s always four o’clock and they are sitting round the tea-table
and they don’t have time to wash the dishes, they just move the places
around the table. It’s what we do now. We just move the
places around the tea table. And Alice said to the mad-hatter, “What’s happened?” And
he said, “Well I said one day I was going to kill time. So time
died.” We have this bizarre relationship to time; it’s
kind of an infantile relationship to time, it’s very strange.
But what I am trying to say is that there is real opportunity for those
who are actually awake. Most of the time being awake is really, really
dismal because all you get to do is see other people snore. I generally
don’t advise being awake. There was actually somebody, years
ago, in our group had a dream, which clearly said that. In the dream
she was asleep in bed and she woke up before dawn so she could pull the curtains,
so that when the sun came up it wouldn’t wake her up so she could go
back to bed. But at this moment in time it’s actually really amazing
to be awake because there are certain things that are going to happen; and
if you are here when they are happening you can take part in them. If
you are attentive to the World Soul, She is going to let you work with Her
like you’ve never been able to work with Her. She is going to
tell you how to help Her to wake up. It’s like being invited
to a friend’s birth. It’s really, really amazing.
A while ago, a few years ago, I thought, wouldn’t it be great if everyone
woke up, but I realized that was impossible. But I want to
be here. I actually want to be here now -- when the world
is wanting to wake up, when the soul of the world is wanting us to work with
it. And She is going to tell us what to do because She’s been
around a lot longer than us. And all of the books have been burnt. Yes,
there were some books in Tibet -- I remember reading them a long time ago. There
were very ancient books in other libraries but they have gone. And
the oral traditions of the Native Americans, who understood it- they’ve
gone. You can’t go to the elders because they don’t know
anymore. And you can’t find it in books because it isn’t
written; it’s been got rid of. But you can be there
when it happens. I don’t know exactly when it’s going to
happen -- there are signs but we don’t know how to read the signs. That’s
part of the catch-22. Because nobody’s told us how to read the
signs anymore. It is such an adventure; to be present with this energy
within creation, with the power in creation, with the soul of the world. Which
is our soul, we are part of it. It’s not our mother
because if it’s our mother we remain as children and we play the part
of children and become delinquent adolescents. And to me, when people
talk about co-creation -- which is a popular word now -- this is what I call
co-creation: working directly with the energy of creation, being present. The
first thing you have to do is be present. And it’s amazing how
few people show up even to their own lives. They live other people’s
lives or they forget they have a life of their own.
So you have to show up in your life and you have to show up in the life
of the world. And the life of the world is not a shopping mall and
the life of the world is not a problem to be solved by economists or scientists
because it’s not made like that. It is not a computer-generated
model. Just as you’re not a computer-generated model. You’re
not a statistic. It is always this relationship of microcosm to macrocosm. That
spark that goes from your consciousness -- your heart to the heart of the
world. It is so simple, it is so primary, just as everything in spiritual
life is primary. Just as what happens with a human being, it is called
awakening, tauba, the turning of the heart -- that moment in the
human incarnation when you are given this spark. It’s an act
of grace. And suddenly your whole life changes. A spark is put into
you. It is very beautiful how it is done. It comes from the Higher
Self. At a particular moment in your incarnation, the Higher Self is
allowed to give you a certain energy. And after that spark -- that scintilla --
that spark, that infusion of divine energy -- you can call it grace, you
are no longer the same person. Something in you is woken up. There
is this light, there is this hope, there is this sunshine in the eyes --
it is incredibly beautiful -- most precious moment. I know when it
happened to me when I was 16, and suddenly the whole world was there. Like
it had always been and I had never seen it. Full of light, full of
beauty. And all you have to do is to be present and to say yes. To
be present in your life and in the life of the world. The life
of the world as it belongs to the soul of the world. And She is alive. She
is here now. Because we have forgotten about Her for so long. And
She is waiting to wake up.
(Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee is a Sufi teacher and author of
a number of books, including Working
with Oneness)
© 2007 The Golden Sufi Center, www.goldensufi.org
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